Monday, January 15, 2007,
@12:36 PM
im jux freaking moody dat i've to blog dis out..
tings was fine at the veri first moment...
it seems dat its 'SUM PEOPLE(2 of dem)' dat is a burden to us...or i mean ME
u told mi those tings..u reli meant wad u say?
y mux u keep it frm me..n tel mi dat its ur 'frens'
u choose to stil go in contact wif dem even dey say all those stuffs to u..
y cant dat u jux leave dem alone for goodness sake..i reli wish dis would happen.
its 2 person nw..nt 1...nt the fucking dam 1
i'll do it if its mi..if its to show dat hw much u meant to mi in my heart.
i give in time n agn..i told u all bout it..it seems lik its no use
dis happen b4..u say u wil nt do it..but u dun meant wad u say
it happened...nt onli once...but TWICE
im stil tinking..do i reli stand a place in ur heart...(jux a small space n i'll b glad)
its disappointing to c it dis way..
u dun understand hw ppl will feel..
u dun need to b stupid to understand
try b the one..maybe u'll understand.
dun say sorry if u dun mean it..
tink it a few hundred times or rather million b4 u say dat word..
i sumtimes wondering...m i impt to u..or playing n pangseh stead is more impti cherish u..but u didnt seems to feel it dat way..
den i've gt nth to say
hope dat u'll reli understand hw i feel